simple me..

One night a guy & a girl were
driving home from the movies.
The boy sensed there was
something wrong because of the painful
silence they shared between them
that night. The girl then asked the
boy to pull over
because she wanted to talk. She told
him that her
feelings had changed & that it was
time to move on.
A silent tear slid down his cheek as he
slowly reached into his pocket &
passed her a folded note.
At that moment, a drunk driver was
speeding down
that very same street. He swerved
right into the drivers seat, killing
the boy.
Miraculously, the girl survived.
Remembering the note, she
pulled it out & read it.
"Without your love, I would die."
~i dnt want to loose da person i love~

humm..dah lama tak bloggin..kejap lg ader exam..hehe..sempat lagi tulis blog..bosannyer duduk kat  rumah..rasa regret plak amik leave for one week.well, dah amik tu lepak je la.bleh bgn lambat!tu yg best part..pastu bleh dgr lagu kak yah (mariah carey) kuat2..ahaha..lagi 4 papers, ermm..tak sabar ni..bukan ready 100% pun, tapi nak habis cepat2.pastu leh jalan2, lepak2, tgk muvie puas2, main games,baca story books,g swimming,balik kg,dating?..ahhh..cant wait!! bla kat umah ni rasa cam nak g opis lak.kalau keje tu, rasa mls nyer nak drive pepagi..humm..tu la manusia sorang ni.tapi, seriously bosan la.tak de sesapa nak talk to..huhu..sedar atau tak, i ni tak leh dok umah lebih dr dua ari rupanya..and sorang2.smlm hmate ader lg..ari ni, bila bgn pagi rasa cam lonely nyer,yish!!!pelik..hormon tak stabil agak nye.kengkwn sms gudluck pun tak reply lg..thanks arr..humm..’awk’ nyer sms pun tak reply lg..heheh.nak relaks jap..tanak pk aper2 pun sblm exam.nak dgr lagu jer..keep it up kak yah!!ekekeke..kesian dier, nama sedap2 dpt nama baru.kalau ader bubu ni tak la bosan..whr are u now hunny bunny?? hope u doing well..^-^..okla..skit2 dah..tata everyone!!! ~love~muaxxxs

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i am……………………
Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous.
Stubborn. Sweet talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and
sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does
work well with others. Very confident. An awesome kisser. Sensitive. A very good girlfriend/boyfriend. Amazing Smile.
Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good
memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look
for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or
make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and
others. Understanding. Fun to be around.
Outgoing. Hyper. Has All The Characteristics of John Carrico
Bubbly personality. Seductive.
Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and
traveling. Super sexy. Extremley hot but has brains.

ahaha

humm..its been a while i didnt talk to myself, alone, peacefully, quietly…time passing by and it wont wait..yes, it wont hunny..naper cam ni..n cam tu pulak. this is my fav question that ill keep asking till death..kekadang rasa cam tak grateful pulak.common, dah goin to be 25..bnyk bende lain yg lebih penting nak difikirkan.humm.mcm2 dah tjadi thn lepas..huh..it was a nightmare to me..Ya Allah..ampuni hamba mu yg tsangat2 lemah ni atas dosa2 thn lepas dan berikan cahaya untukku teruskan perjalanan..smoga aku terus tabah menghadapi segala dugaan yg mendatang.amin..plss.i want to be me, the real me..if i can turn back time, ill choose to be in 1997 or 1996..mase tu aku happy sgt2..igt lagi mase main badminton ngn abah kat depan umah, adik2, mak tgk jer dari pintu.wht a happy family kan..(humm..rasa cam nak nangis plak).tak pe la..dah fate..actually..apart dr family ni bukan mudah.kekadang tu rasa cam nak buat somethg ikut gerak hati jer.tgk kawan2 buat smthg, rasa cam best,t’ikut jugak. humm..kwn2 pun kene pandai pilih..bende ni dari kecik lagi mak dak ckp soo many times, tapi kwn yg tak btul tu ader je kat mana2..susah kan.pening bila nak pk psl kawan..tak der kwn pun tak bleh jgk.bnyk la pengaruh2 tak elok ni, takut sgt2,takut ngn diri sendiri kekadang.bila pk balik, btul la org cakap bila dlm lingkungan umur camni bnyk dugaan.masa ni la segala dugaan dtg(pk sendiri la).lagi satu..i thnk, i have to stop buying all unnecessary thgs.why should i waste my money?.kene kurangkan nafsu membeli utk 2008.hav to save more money for my future.to my love one..this is a good news for you rite? huh, work+study.?? im doing well..(guess so..keke)..tak bleh malas2..keje kene buat.., btulkan ct n u(k.farah)? (my ex colleagues,luv n admire u both)..rasa happy sgt bla tgk kwn2 yg dah stabil dlm life diaorg..tumpang happy la.for me myself, i trust this sentence(someone told me very frequent)..i think my ear almost bleed hearing this " if u want a good life, u must live in a good way"..humm.okay..like that lo, i replied whn he asked me, understand or not??.i know..this fellow love me very much!!!!ehehe ngada2 pulak…ehh..dah 0207am..thanks to all of my frens for ur time to read this junks…till then..lots of luvs..

guess what? 27 jan, sunday, 0145 pm..me n my hmate did a great job!! ahaha..puji diri sendiri..to all my fren yg nak tau citer..sila baca kat sini ye..dah tak larat nak explain..mula2 my hmate la nak kuar g umah kawan dier..ajak i sekali tapi i malas la nak kuar..igt petang skit baru nak g ikea nak beli lg dua pokok bunga (jumaat dah beli daisy ngn capsicum)..hehe, hobi baru..ehem, balik kepada story of da month..pastu, tetiba plak kak ain call i..igt ttinggal barang..dia suh i turun coz ader amoi nak bsalin kat tangga..huh?!! i pun turun la tgk..gosh!! air ketuban dah pecah..aduhh.i tnya jiran kat bwh tu..dia suh call ambulance, tnya makcik yg lalu kat situ, suh panggil family members amoi tu plak.amoi tu ckp kat umah xde org..yishh!!! masing2 dok tolak2..kat situ dah nampak cam smua tanak tolong.lalu naik tangga trn tangga cam tak nampak amoi tu dok tahan sakit kat tangga tu..pastu i ckp dah la..i antar jer.mtk paper kat makcik tu.lapik skit..trus drive g hukm..tapi dah fate baby nak kuar lam kete i, on da way…sebijik kuar..estimated half way lg nak smpai hukm..fuhhh..panic siut.dier jerit kuat gler..kitaorg suh tahan tapi dier teran..huh..aper lagi..kuar sebijik la..sempat lg drop by balai polis mtk tlg escort g hukm..risau takut jadi ape2 kat baby..sampai jer er hukm..panggil doc, staff kat situ pun tolong uruskan.bila i nampak baby tu gerak2 rasa lega sgt coz dah tau dia safe..humm..baby gal..memang tak tau camne nak gambar kan perasaan masa tu.ermm..tugas i selesai kat situ. pastu en polis blanje cuci kete..hehe, buat baik dibalas baik..haa..to all my non muslim frens..u guys know wht to do with my car plat no..ahahah

i wish,
i can say goodbye to old me,
who was perhaps too greedy,
the seven deadly sins of me,
i wish i can get rid of them all.
but will i become me again?
to be able to see,
the new path,
the baby leaves,
the shattered glass..
perhaps,
‘it’ will shatter my heart,
but im going to treat ‘it’ as a medicine;
‘it’ will give myself a bitter, awful taste,
but ‘it’ will heal me.
im still hoping,
im still wishing,
perhaps…
it was me who was indeed..wrong in evrything.
and so,
im too scared to allow myself to smile freely,
just like a butterfly,scared to spread the beautiful wings.
but,
when the time comes,
i will spread my own wings,
to not letting anything to clip my wings anymore.by that,
i hope i can muster my own courage,
to accept myself now,and to heal "me" again

-i love myself, its me-

halloo everyone..atcly, i saje je ltk title tu..no meaning n not refrg to anyone.tis few days cam tak tau aper yg i dah buat..m i lost? thkg nonsence?!! na..dun thnk so..rindu la kat bubu.tadi pegi visit dier, tapi tak nmpk pun even ekor dier..huhu..mesti bubu mrajuk.neway..i hope shes having a wonderful life..yish!!jap..ader miscal..humm igt bapak i own maxis ker..ni la cth kwn2 yg tak pk kwn lain..i pun kene bayar jgk..lau emergency okla..oppss..bebel plak..ok2..lg 7 hari nak g pneng..tak tau la happy ker sedih nak tggl katil kat kl ker.sebulan jer..wht? jer..no!!! damn long!!!..dah la tggl lam hostel.mesti homesick..aghhh.tak per..sabar ye..sedapkan ati sndiri..semalam kai2 kat low yat..as usual, ramai gler.naper g sana erk? owh ya beli mouse baru..mouse paw2.eyy..one more. id watched bee da movie on friday..cute sgt grafik n smua la..hmm..i luv to watch cartoons.but pls not all those tweety and casper,n sylvester..not dat level lo..kekeke..arrogant rrr??ok..mc d dah smpai..tata

lurves all daughtry’s songs..esp this one

"Over You"

Now that it’s all said and done,
I can’t believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should’ve started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I’d doubt you,
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I’m slowly getting closure.
I guess it’s really over.
I’m finally getting better.
And now I’m picking up the pieces.
I’m spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should’ve started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I’d doubt you,
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I’m slowly getting closure.
I guess it’s really over.
I’m finally getting better.
And now I’m picking up the pieces.
I’m spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through,
I got over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should’ve started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I’d doubt you,
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should’ve started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I’d doubt you,
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I’m slowly getting closure.
I guess it’s really over.
I’m finally getting better.
And now I’m picking up the pieces.
I’m spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I’m putting my heart back together,
‘Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through,
I got over you.

huhuhu..remind me bout my past..2002-2006

Tetap Milikmu

Hapus air matamu Aku tak ingin kau menangis lagi sayang Yakinkan hati di antara resahmu Diriku tak ‘kan memilih meninggalkanmu Sekian waktu bersama Tak mudah ‘tuk menepis semua kenyataan Kita berbeda jalani keyakinan Tapi kau yang kuinginkan dari s’galanya Di setiap rinduku Hanya memanggilmu Ku yakin kau pun mengerti Ku tak ingin menanggalkan hati Sayangku dengarkan aku Tak mungkin ku melepasmu ‘Kan kupertahankan kau cintaku Dan semua air matamu yang berarti di hidupku s’lalu Sayangku dengarkan aku Tak mungkin ku melepasmu Bawalah cintaku bersamamu Kar’na ku tetap milikmu selamanya ‘kan abadi s’lalu  

Karena Ku Sayang Kamu (Kksk)

Seandainya kau ada disini denganku Mungkin ku tak sendiri Bayanganmu yang selalu menemaniku Hiasi malam sepiku Kuingin bersama dirimu Ku tak akan pernah berpaling darimu Walau kini kaujauh darimu ‘Kan slalu kunanti Karena ku sayang kamu Hati ini selalu memanggil namamu, dengarlah melatiku Ku berjanji hanyalah untukmu cintaku Adakah rindu dihatimu, seperti rindu yang kurasa Haruskah ku terus terlena, tanpamu di sisiku Ku ‘kan slalu menantimu

untuk renungan kengkawan n myself..

jika smua harta adlh racun maka zakatlah penawarnya,

jika seluruh umur adlh dosa maka takwa dan taubat ubatnya,

jika smua bulan adalah noda maka Ramadhan lah pemutihnya,

menjelang bulan suci tiba, mohon dibukakan pintu maaf segala kesilapan..

SELAMAT MENJALANI IBADAH PUASA..

hmm..kejap jer masa blalu..dah 2nd day puasa..ader member i ckp, first day puasa dah nampak kurus..keke..tipu la..lg put on weight adala.buka puasa jer makan sampai tak bleh bangun..jgn buat cam ni tau..k la..jgn ponteng puasa..